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So, we got our first look at an honorable gesture by ASU Football. And I recoiled in horror. Don't like it. Not one bit. And, ever since that first glance, I've been trying to figure out -- what's my problem?

Here's the happening: during practice this week, Alden Darby is wearing #42. The same #42 that makes every Sun Devil fan -- actually, every Arizonan -- instantly think of Pat Tillman, who wore it over a decade ago before leaving football and losing his life in combat while defending his country.

Now, it's on a practice jersey for any Sun Devils player who earns the right.

"We call it PT42, it's about a person who embodies all the things that he emulated," said ASU Head Coach Todd Graham. "To earn that jersey is really hard to do. And Alden Darby earned it. Because, every single day, he's brought it in the classroom and the community. On the field, off the field - I think he's having an All-Pac-12 season. He's just been phenomenal. And those are very hard to come by."

To me, it should be impossible to come by. Never before and never again will there be a Pat Tillman. He was singular, not plural. If anyone ever should've worn #1, it was the one and only Pat Tillman. And singular Pat's jersey should stay -- forever. Tillman earned it.

To be clear, as Coach Graham noted about Tillman - "he was not perfect." No doubt, as someone who attended the same high school and hails from his hometown Almaden Valley (metro San Jose), I knew Pat was most definitely human before he ever earned Pac-10 Defensive Player of the Year, Academic All-American honors, or became an American hero to many.

But Pat Tillman is no longer captured in a jersey, not even a military camo version, as Darby is sporting. Tillman's life went way beyond the gridiron and the college experience. In fact, Pat conducted himself in such a way that it made the rest of us examine the manner in which we were leading our own lives. (Not to mention that having the number revived on merely a practice jersey makes me want to break into an Allen Iverson fueled rant.)

Moreover, putting any sort of Tillman jersey on an ASU player simply isn't fair -- to the player. No matter how deserving and humbled he might be.

"I felt proud of myself honestly. I felt really proud of myself," Darby shared with reporters after becoming the first ASU player to be awarded the PT42 for a practice week. "It just reminded me that hard work and effort really does pay off."

In this case, it should pay off…with perhaps a PT42 patch on a jersey. Or a PT42 sticker on a helmet. Yes that feels right, more befitting the moment. But then draw the line - in permanent marker.

What's the difference? A patch or a sticker rides alongside the uniform numeral actually assigned to that player. In a sport where players wear helmets and, thus, can be largely anonymous to the general public, a number becomes their identity.

And in ASU history, the #42 should not bring with it any sort of confusion or clutter. To me, PT42 became the sole property of Pat Tillman the moment he lost his life as an Army Ranger.

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    gougly wrote...
    Pat would have thought it was kinda corney... but
    He is a part of ASU and he needs to be remembered every week!
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    winitall24 wrote...
    PT42 Jersey
    Aren't we going a little overboard with this? I understand who Pat Tillman was, what he stood for and ultimatey what he sacrificed. But we should be encouraging ASU student-athletes to be the kind of person PT42 was. It is not like the jersey will be worn during an actual game. In the great words of Allen Iverson, "I mean listen, we’re sitting here talking about practice, not a game, not a game, not a game, but we’re talking about practice. Not the game that I go out there and die for and play every game like it’s my last but we’re talking about practice man."
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    Imiss13 wrote...
    Good idea...
    I think Tillman would have liked it. By the way Paul, are you going to go out and stop all the people who wear this jersey every week who don't even play football? Get over it. It's a good idea and we need something to get these guys going.
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    Hummer71 wrote...
    Agree
    I agree Paul. ASU intentions are good but I just think that number 42 should never be worn again by anyone else in games,practice or anywhere else.
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    Lee A. wrote...
    I Like It...
    ... and according to the newpaper report, ASU/Graham consulted with the Tillman family before hand and they were supportive of the idea. So who are any of us (Paulie Pencil Neck included) to question it if the family approves?
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    Joe R. wrote...
    Another way to honor Tillman
    I like it, its about time a coach is honoring part of ASU's football legacy. Pat needs to be brought up as much as possible, they aren't just giving the jersey away either. It's something to strive for, like all of us trying to be more like Pat. Having student athletes strive to be like Pat can't be bad. I will say, I think the Camo jersey is a bit much, but a normal ASU jersey with a 42....ALL DAY.
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    TheCoggs50 wrote...
    This is wrong
    This article is very much wrong and Pat himself would love the idea behind this. He never wanted any limelight. He never wanted to be honored of thought of as a hero. But I can assure you he would share his number with anyone who has earned and worked hard enough to earn recognition. This gesture does nothing but exemplify what a great person Tillman was on and off the field and #42 himself would love to see the honor passed on in this program.
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    cmeeblkout wrote...
    Over Board
    Pat gave up soo much, but lets not forget, Their are millions of men and women who serve the military that have given up just as much. Just because he turned down million doesnt mean he gave up more than others. I like the jersey and the accolades that are expected to wear it. Go Tillman!!! Go Darby
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    Bench Rider wrote...
    there can be only one
    there is reasons jerseys are retired i dont see anyone sporting jackie robinsons number in baseball, why because its more than just a number, more than just a stiches on a fabric, its a man that paid the the price of his life, right on the mark here paully pigskin.
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    Gman71 wrote...
    I agree with Paul!
    I agree with you 100% - and this is NOT the same as me wearing a #42 ASU jersey or a #40 Cardinals jersey! In this case, ASU (via the coach) is awarding it to a person and it is a "retired" number - to never be worn by another. I have no doubt that Darby is a great kid and deserves accolades - but not this way!! And by wearing this jersey it is actually detracting and distracting us from Darby's accomplishments... Just my thoughts!
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